Monday, October 18, 2004

I Want To Break Free

I have these day dreams about just packing up and leaving.
Driving as far as my piece of shit car will take me.
And starting over.
I'm sure I could get a job somewhere.
Meet new people.
Make new friends.
Sleep in the back seat if need be.
Watch all that's familiar slowly shrinking in the rear view.

Then I snap out of it and realize
No
I could never do this.
I'm too much of a chicken shit.

But just that thought......
Being somewhere where no one knows me....
A new wind blowing through my hair.....
A different ground beneath my feet.....
Faces I've never seen seeing mine for the first time......

It's enough to keep me day dreaming.

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