But Then If You're So Smart Tell Me Why Are You Still So Afraid

I spent Monday and Wednesday at the Marshall's in Springfield helping set up the new shoe department.... It was how do you say... Not fun.... I had to get up at 5:30 to be there at 7:00 I was not a happy camper.... It was a crappy beginning to the week but whatevs I got paid......

Saturday is my 21st birthday. I'm really not all that excited about it. Susan is coming home and we are gonna get haircuts and do some other fun stuff Which probably won't include doing shots at a bar somewhere. It's not that I'm not happy to be able to go out and drink now... It's just that I don't see the big deal I've been drinking for some time now and it's kinda lost it's thrill.....

Everyone keeps saying to me "Oh now that you can go out you are so going to meet someone" Like that is my goal in life... Yes now I can go out to the bars and meet someone... What a meaningful relationship that is going to be... Besides I don't even know if I want to meet someone .... We all know how well being with guys has turned out for me....

Well I guess that's it for now... My life is soo exciting.....I know you are all jealous.... No need to say it.... I can just tell......