3.23.04 Libra: It's much too simple to become embroiled in long-winded discussions that make you feel guilty or misunderstood.

interesting....

So my crush is fading and turning into a 'friend' which whatever I can always use another friend. But I need a guy. A guy one who will make out with me and not care about my feelings and crap like that. I thought that maybe I was ready to be with one person and maybe I am if he/she was right for me but I am finding out a lot about myself by talking so much and I don't know if I can handle it.....

Now don't get me wrong this guy is a really nice kid and we get along a ton and a half but just not so much my type when It comes to the 'dating' stuff.... I'm definitely a little much the 'anti-girl' for him I think. I get that a lot so I shouldn't be surprised....

I finally cleaned my room....It was a difficult task but I managed... Some how ....
I still however have about 6 loads of laundry to do but I just don't care enough to start in on them. Justin and I went to see 'Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind' It was the best movie of all time.... I am in love with it. It was the perfect blend of really happy, strange, and real. To use Justin's words it was one of those movies that as soon as it's over you want to watch it again.

That Justin, he knows his stuff when It comes to movies, and music.....And procrastination....

speaking of which I have to go listen to music and delay the laundry and other very important things I should be doing .....