It's Not Just Me That Feels Like Shit Today There Must Be Something In The Food

When I was in High school I had a group of 12 extremely awesome friends. We were all close and had these great times together. They all went off to college after graduation like normal people do. I on the other hand, chose to take a year off which turned into two which is now threatening to turn into three. So when I had emails from all of them in my inbox tonight I was somewhat hesitant about reading them. It's not that I don't still love them all and it's not that I don't want to hear what's going on in their lives it's just that I can't help but be somewhat jealous. They are all off having lives with new people in them and all that, talking about studying abroad and I'm just starting to think of placement tests and FASFA......I just feel left out. And I know it was by my own choices but that doesn't make it any better in my eyes. I know I should just get off my ass and kick my life into gear and hopefully I will take the hint and do just that. But It doesn't seem like today is the day that that is going to happen.